Not Much More Am I?

1/09/2012

I've gotta say this, that I have nothing left, time in the grave, and I am not saying goodbye.

Hope may fade from me so quickly, it seems unreal.  But today, I am set free.

I am still here, staggering on through the impossible.

I am still here, waiting for your words.

And I may only have moments left to finally say the words.

But I've gotta tell you the truth, the fear residing in the marrow of my bones.

It's not going away, and I am insecure, a girl with flaws.

I am not a goddess, not an angel nor saint.

I am only a mere human sinner, and I've made one giant hole in you.

Tears shown cannot give the emotions inside to you.

I am unable to tell the horror I've built, the walls breaking down.

I am still here, staggering on through the impossible.

And that's loving you to death.

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Another one that touched my heart...to the very bottom of it...