Fight To the World.

Disappearing was an option long ago,

but now I have to get through the next few years.

And when the day comes when I turn that magic number,

leave to a fantasy unlike the known,

I will fight beyond belief, fight to the end of all time if I have to.

I made a promise I am not willing to back down on,

and I will do all I can to fulfill it.

If I have to fight the world just to be another mile closer, then so be it.

My mind is made up, and Family and

Therapist and Police and God and boundaries

Cannot change that.