Losing Sleep.

11/24/11

I didn't sleep at all last night.

As much as I tried, I could not sleep.

The wheels in my head kept on turning, forever restless.

I wept quietly every time I saw your smile,

Every time your face appeared before me eyes.

The thought of losing you killed me.

Of seeing us being pulled apart,

Of my parents screaming the world against you and I.

Isles and Glaciers, Valencia, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

All sung to me, singing my emotions,

My thoughts, my dreams!

I couldn't shut down.

I couldn't sleep.

The more I cried, the more the pain became real.

And the more I wished to be in your arms,

To leave this place,

To love a man so wonderful,

The more I fell, fell, fell into agony.

I haven't slept since 6:30 AM yesterday.

I wonder if I'll sleep tonight.