It'll Be Hard.A Poem by xXxCynicalWarsxXxIt'll Be Hard. My name You know, and my age is inconvenient at this moment. My face is in Your mind I bet, and You probably can see my lips moving to Your name. Your name I know, and your age definitely doesn't scare me like it does Mother and Father. I stare at their eyes, and their tears don't phase me. You know the promises I've made, and you know that I am fighting just for You. You know I am not backing down, not running anymore! You know I'll never leave You hanging! Give me the chance to speak my mind, And You know I won't give up without a fight-- Even if I am wrong, and they're right! My Family has been there in their sick ways, but now, it's time to leave. It's time to grow up, and face the music. It's time for them to move on like I am. We all grow up eventually, and we all leave the nest sometime, So I'm leaving now. Yeah, it'll be hard, I know. But don't You know that I'm willing to go through the Hell just to be with You? And when I picture the 'Us' everyone is so against, I feel warm inside, and I cannot help but smile that lovesick grin. And when I see you give me that look, the one that says it all, I just want to jump through a imagined portal to be right next to you. So, feel these hands, and place them over Your heart. It's what I'm holding, what I am forever cherishing. Now take my heart, and let's exchange. Let's build our world from scratch and never tear it down. Yeah, it'll be hard, I know. But as I stand in this house, and know the days are flying by, And know that I'm growing older, just like You, I know I'm coming for you once that day hits. I know I'm still fighting myself, debating the outcomes, But as I bang my fist against the walls, The Family's chests and slam my words into their heads, They still resist for they don't see what I see. Stubborn they call me but I'm stubborn in a good way, right? Yeah, it'll be hard, I know. But as I stand on your door step, knocking on the door, Waiting eagerly for your answer, the past flies through my head. I've kept my promise. I'm here for you, never letting you fall down. It may be hard at times, But let's live and let's get through this world together. Yeah, it'll be hard, I know © 2011 xXxCynicalWarsxXx |
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Added on November 28, 2011 Last Updated on November 28, 2011 AuthorxXxCynicalWarsxXxAboutI am only the girl you see. My mind is caves and roads of red. My heart is generous and yes, Who am I without scars? I have my secrets. I have my songs I play and sing. Mostly, I have just my in.. more..Writing
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