I'll Tell You A BIG Secret

I have a name, an age, a gender, a family, a friend, a god, a future.  But I have a BIG secret that I will tell only You.  You know me better than I know myself.  And we talk rarely.  And You're gone a lot.  And...You don't even notice me in the sense that I notice you.  My name is ________.  I am Youth.  Femal Youth to be exact.  A family of many, and a friend of people who -to this day- stab me in the back.  God even exists.  He just ignores me.  My future?  Oh I can see it!  It's promising, just, not in the way you might think.  But my secret?  It's big, no doubt.  And it hurts.  Hurts like crazy.  Here, I'll tell you.  But you have to come close.  I have to whisper it, so no one else can hear.

 

"Once there was a girl, happy and pretty.  She was sweet and tender-hearted.  She was king and never departed from the path she was given.  One day, she grew up to be crazy.  She sung at odd times, laughed at the bad jokes like they were halarious, and even found rats to be adorable.  She grew and found it to be hard.  The world was full of nothing but a grayscale.  Her insides weren't pink, but black and bruised.  Scared too.  She also had a heart with a tumor on it.  The tumor was not benine.  It spread like wildfire.  She became lonely in her head.  She even thought of death like she thought of food when starving.  Soon enough, she was seeing a light.  The light was not far...Only, she didn't want to go.  See, the thing is, those family members, those friends who weren't really friends, that god, that future, her age, her gender, her name...They all were a part of something no one saw:  Her love for everyone.  But overall, she was already dead inside.  Her body was just the last to go.  But...The funny thing is, she didn't let any one know."

Reviews

[A Risen Heroine.]

Wow... I can really relate to the whisper thingy....
It's amazing hun!!!
I love it!!

~A Fallen Heroine~