Disregarded.

A song I wrote...Meh.

You're my favorite poison.

(You know the only real way to cure pain is to add a little more,

because everything new distracts the old.)

A cello of sadness with no hands plays a symphony with no words..

A drowning girl with no voice prays someone up there's telling me,

You'd better get back up!

I spit my heart into this red cup, pray you'll drink it up.

Better to gulp it down than to sip it by a straw.

 

And he said,

"Baby, leave the water by the bed for later,”

and I woke up without a single drop.

 

I am sick of holding up this weight

Let it crush me for you’ve left me

With this elephant on my chest.

(I can’t breathe!!)

 

(True love comes from more than just the beating heart.)

 

He said to me that I was painting of the beauty

To throw my dress up and my heart away

Yeah, I heard what he said!

A friend of a friend told me so

That I don’t turn you on

So I’ll keep talking till something does

As we’re laying in the ground, you roll over and smile.

I am sick of holding up this weight

Let it crush me for you’ve left me

With this elephant on my chest.

(I can’t breathe!!)

And until that day

I will steal flowers from the cemetery, just for you

Blood covered daisies of the dead

How does it feel to look inside my eyes

And see nothing?

So say it (say it) say I’m in love (love) cause you called

Screaming that you wanted me

And don’t expect me to play easy

Cause I want more than just words.

(A diamond bullet and a gun made of gold, she was covered in blood last seen in San Francisco)

Yeah!
We all breakdown.
Sometimes the bedroom walls become my only friends,
but they were there from beginning to end.

You know I've never held a gun in my life,
but now I carry one around in case I see you tonight.
Bedroom walls.
Oh, these bedroom walls.
Oh, I hate what it tastes like.

 

(I can’t breathe!!!)