God Says.

God Says.

A Poem by xXxCynicalWarsxXx

God Says.

'Hello.' "Hey..." is my reply, sad and despised.

I grab my head as he tells me the truth:

'You're alone.  But you're loved.  You're not

Perfect but you're unique.  I love you Kaitlynn.

I love how your heart is good though you

May not see it.  Remember, my Son died

For you.'  "I scream in pain...Day to day...

I want Him...My real sin...My...Happiness..."

God says he knows it's painful, to love

Someone who doesn't love you.  "Not true!" I

whisper, "He loves me too...Right?" God says

he cannot tell me.  It's for me to find

out.  God says goodbye.  I say I've been

Abandoned by too many.  Then, your name

I speak.  "Hate me so you can finally see

What's good for you.  Hate me so I know

What is inside is true.  hate me so I don't

Have to love you so much...{A}$h!3>--...

Please..."  I grab my hair and pull as

Hard as I can.  God says he loves me

No matter what and that you...I block

Out his words.  Reality says I don't know

What I'm talking about.  I assume too

Much.  I attach myself too quickly.  But...I say...

I only attach myself to You because you're all I

Have left in this world.

© 2011 xXxCynicalWarsxXx


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Pathos of a kind reminds me of an inked floral design of mine: yet another conversation with God; I like it.

Posted 13 Years Ago



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I am only the girl you see. My mind is caves and roads of red. My heart is generous and yes, Who am I without scars? I have my secrets. I have my songs I play and sing. Mostly, I have just my in.. more..

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