God Says.A Poem by xXxCynicalWarsxXxGod Says. 'Hello.' "Hey..." is my reply, sad and despised. I grab my head as he tells me the truth: 'You're alone. But you're loved. You're not Perfect but you're unique. I love you Kaitlynn. I love how your heart is good though you May not see it. Remember, my Son died For you.' "I scream in pain...Day to day... I want Him...My real sin...My...Happiness..." God says he knows it's painful, to love Someone who doesn't love you. "Not true!" I whisper, "He loves me too...Right?" God says he cannot tell me. It's for me to find out. God says goodbye. I say I've been Abandoned by too many. Then, your name I speak. "Hate me so you can finally see What's good for you. Hate me so I know What is inside is true. hate me so I don't Have to love you so much...{A}$h!3>--... Please..." I grab my hair and pull as Hard as I can. God says he loves me No matter what and that you...I block Out his words. Reality says I don't know What I'm talking about. I assume too Much. I attach myself too quickly. But...I say... I only attach myself to You because you're all I Have left in this world. © 2011 xXxCynicalWarsxXx |
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1 Review Added on October 7, 2011 Last Updated on October 7, 2011 AuthorxXxCynicalWarsxXxAboutI am only the girl you see. My mind is caves and roads of red. My heart is generous and yes, Who am I without scars? I have my secrets. I have my songs I play and sing. Mostly, I have just my in.. more..Writing
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