I Cannot Do As You Have.

I can't seem to find words.
I'm left alone once more by silence,
Praying there's no more loss.
But I sit on my own these nights,
Questioning everything in this world.
Why I let you keep me so dangerously close
And yet so far away.
I am sorry you were the first to know.
But I just can't do it, I can't let go.