Forgotten But Finding Stability.

08-29-2012 12:20 am

The sweetest dysfunction entered my essence
The worst of all deception I found joy in
Now you see this and shake your head
Well was I suppose to trust a facade?
I still look at your photos,
But I grow colder inside and shut down.
What do you know of my Zombie Apocalypse?
Do you even wonder about me anymore?
Sweet lust I enjoyed beyond recognition
And you're still a silent dawn.
Love is my death, so why do my eyes leak sulphur?
And the blue jay whined my name peacefully
And gave me a smile I had forgotten.
Why you hide I think I know.
But don't expect me to lokk for you again.
You killed me and I'm coming undone in his arms,
A fault he knows now to comfort.
And though his lips I taste, I dare not think of you,
Else it leaves a bad lingering in my mouth.
You should have known by now what silence does.
You have forgotten me.
So why can I not forget you unless he holds me?
You brought this Hell to your door,
Now I'll take it away and never give it back...

Author's Note

A realization I'm not sure I'll regret.