Why me? 4A Poem by HuwI now realise where this is all going. Number 4 in what are glimpses of my younger days, the days of my vanity.Oh NO Not again Why me? Why? What have I done to deserve this? Just for once why can't anything ever go right? Whiff of tobacco boy falling in love with the dizzy feeling hooked. First sip of cider and that warm glow in his chest mistaking it for the warmth of love hooked. The fearful escape found in cannabis hooked Acid weekends. hooked WHY CAN'T I BE NORMAL? Guilt, guilt and more guilt. Lying=guilt, stealing = guilt deceit = guilt wishing people dead = guilt LOOK AT ME! What are you looking at? You got a problem? Violence and more guilt the increasing burden of guilt. Disordered, calamitous, self centred, hedonistic, a storm of insatiable desires and confused emotions. The man said, 'I can't get no satisfaction' and he was right. I can't get no joy I can't get no peace I can't get no wealth Oh NO I can't get no love. I don't like me I don't like you, or you, or you and it seems you didn't like me but you kissed me and you kissed me, hooked. Setting fire to the whole candle was not the wisest move.....17 years and counting. © 2015 HuwAuthor's Note
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Added on May 19, 2015 Last Updated on May 19, 2015 AuthorHuwAmmanford, Wales, United KingdomAboutI've been commenting on someone's drawings for a couple of months and she asked if I was a published poet. It made me laugh because I'd left school at 13 years old and never completed formal education.. more..Writing
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