telling the world about myself

I push people away because I'm afraid of getting hurt

I've stayed this strong since forever

And since memories never die

I've always told myself nobody breaks my heart

Ever

Start a fight with me

And ill show you I will have the last say

I see everyday as a new day

And seeing yesterday is practice

Also by not letting anything from the past ruin my present life

I admit

I have trust issues

Its not exactly the easiest thing to do

Especially when there isn't much you can do about it

Everyday I think about my life

And weight constantly

The pro and cons

When I'm down

Every minute that comes and goes,

I think there is always another chance of something good

That might arise me from the depressing state

You might see me all defensive and strong

But I'm telling you now

You don’t know the half of it

And possibly never will

For me I find running away from my problems is the easiest thing to do

And knowing myself inside out

I know there are a few things I cant and wont bother dealing with

Judge me knowing not much about me

And honestly I couldn’t care less

If I cant have you in my life

Whether a friend or not

I will have to say goodbye

But I wont let that hurt me in any way

 

 

Reviews

[khalid]

i loved the feelings of challenging and self confidence you have shhown here. i loved how you have putting yourself on the queen's seat pointing from this high place to your subjects..

[Crystal Marie Dreier]

This is beautiful, and I can see where your coming from!

[Abdul Batin Osman Bey]

great write powerful sensitive