I am done with you forever

What the F**k happened

I gave a choice to become your friend

You chose to back out and not consider what I have done for you

You can't even hold a decent conversation with me

Do you have any f*****g idea how much that hurts me

You have mentally and emotionally abused me

I can't believe you

I will never love or miss you any more

I am better off without you

I have known you for what seems most of my life

I love everyone in your family except you

Never think that I will fall into your trap

I cry myself to sleep whenever I see you because I can't understand what I have done

Am I not important?

On my birthday three guys came: my cousin and my two best guy friends ever

You never wished me a happy birthday

You never do

 

When I begged you to come and celebrate my sweet sixteen with me because its a special day,

You made so many excuses

You know why they came? 

Because I mean something to them and they are important

You don't give a s**t

You have no idea how long I've wanted to confront you

I am not about to jeopardize our parents's friendship

You have turned your back on me for many years now

You are never engaged in anything I talk about any more

But did you know, I'm the only one putting the effort of holding on to what I saw that would still have a chance

You don't have a heart to care about me and see what you have put me through all these years

You don't know the real me because I have hidden it from the day I saw you changed

In Blue Mountain, When I got hurt,

You stood there laughing and didn't bother helping me take the boot off 

In the summer when our friends came from Abu Dhabi,

You chose to only take the guy and wanted the girl and me to stay home to babysit the eight-year old boys

When you guys came back, the guy was really feeling bad noticing we had no fun

He was a gentleman because he did say that we shouldn't  have stayed home

You in your sick twisted mind, We wouldn't be fun to be with

Its not like we were going to bug you 

You don't deserve any woman just from knowing the way you have treated me

There was a game we used to play

You were boss and you let the two eight year-old boys physically hurt me

The little ones are exceptions because they copied the way you abused me

My love life has never affected you in any way and yet

That is the only thing you can come up with to talk to me about?

You will have no idea how many times I have wanted to harm myself from what you have done to me

Reviews

[Death Heather]

This is very powerful. I don't think that person needs to be in your life because they are not a good person.

[Hamza]

believe me, if there's anything you should care about is the thoughts that emanate when you're smiling ... because they are what would keep you going ..
being polite and happy id the best way to counteract someone who doesn't treat you the way you treat them ...
selflessness is a great attitude, let nothing bother you and let that samile never fade .. good luck !!

[Mia]

I find myself thinking S**T! Wow, that is a lot of hurt and disappointment. And the angry you felt in response to that is intense and makes me sad for you. Good riddance to bad rubbish...I think so!

[Tex]

yes, but tell us what you really think... I love the directness of this. it is clear, it is full of emotion. I wrote something on a similar subject titled "Who You Are (song - blues)" it is an example of saying... screw you... and walking away and not holding onto the emotional pain. You might enjoy seeing a different way of dealing with someone who clearly is not worthy of you.

[khalid]

alot of feelings of depression and disappoinment expressed in a very nice way. i can feel the feelings of anguish and disappointment all throughout the poem, it is really reflecting how much we feel disappointed when we expect to much from someone but unfortunately we come back with nothing..

[quinfinn]

i have seen a lot of angry poems...this one does not hold back. it always serves to help us when we let out our emotions in a fiercely sad or scathing write. i hope this discharge of pent up frustrations has made you a calmer person and has brought you some measure of peace. well done.

[Heather]

Thanks

[Leslie Philibert]

I really like poems full of emotion - I bet you wrote this when you were really angry, and it was right so - you made this true in a powerful way, and you have also writen a good story . A good poem, full of energy and truth.

[Heather]

Thanks :)

[Andrew (MJ) Nugteren]

well that might be true depending with who your with.
but I like tho.
good job

[Heather]

thanks

[Andrew (MJ) Nugteren]

no problume