Sad Lonely Woman

I remember the night we met,

You were so shocked that I walked up to you

I was wasted but I remember every moment

I loved being with you, no matter how short the time was

I felt you might understand me, my quirkiness

Understand that I am not always a happy person

But you don’t want love, or me

I have not been able to get over this. 

I tried to move on, and I just failed.

I want you, and I compare everyone to you

They don’t measure up at all.

You think you aren’t special or that someone won’t or can’t love you

I can and would.  But I don’t get what I want.  Not allowed to be happy

Fate likes to tease me.  Show me what I could have

And then ripe it away from me, that b***h.

Someday you will get over your pain, you will

Doubt you will think of me.  I am just an annoyance to you

I doubt I will ever find happiness, I doubt I will ever find love.

Wish I never walked up to you, and said Hello

Wish I wasn’t so curious to know your name.

Cause maybe if I never met you, I would be happy

I wouldn’t know what I was missing out on.

I am stupid, and shouldn’t hope that you will come around

You never will, you have told me this.  But still I wait for you

I gave up on meeting people; I gave up on finding love. 

If I can’t have what I want, I don’t want anyone. 

I will die a sad lonely woman, Someday.

Author's Note

Life and Love is BullShit.

Reviews

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

Thats so sad , you need to give chance to someone to get closer to you , dont reject anything you might find your love so very soon Yossi