Hate-stained

I've come so far. It's been so long since I have harbored happiness. Emptiness and lonliness are all that remain to stain my heart with hate. What have I to show through everything I gave? Emptines and nothing more. Is it really worth the wait? I long to know the answer, for emptiness and lonliness are all that remain. Have you forgotten how you stained my heart with hate? How I miss the morning treason with no reason behind it but hate. It's been so long since I looked back...since I was happy. Is it really worth the wait? I long to know the answer, for time has left me with a hate-stained heart.