Unspoken

Why is it fear of change that seems to change everything?

Not only does she occupy my line of sight, but my heart, my thoughts, and my dreams all somehow retain her. Impossible as it may seem, I show happiness and hide loneliness. If she only know how miserable I was, how miserable I am, and how miserable I will be in the pretense of happiness. Impossible as it may seem, I have deceived everyone, including her. Let the words I wish to speak flow from my tongue like a waterfall. Let there be no words left unspoken. Holding on to something so sweet, so simple, that it simply occupies my every waking moment...impossible as it may seem.