2 weeks to live until i die then i met Love (part 2)

A Chapter by Hoshiko Amaya

Fake Love- 2 weeks to live until I die, then I met Love

~Jack's point of view~

"NO! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!" i cried with my whole strength as i held her body closer to mine. why?! why does it have to be her?! why does she need to die?! WHY!?
"DON'T YOU KNOW ANYTHING?! HUH HELEN?! DIDN'T YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU?! I LOVED YOU BEFORE YOU ASKED ME TO BE YOUR BOYFRIEND? I WAS HURT WHEN YOU TOLD ME THAT IT'S ONLY PRETENDING... BUT STILL, I BARED IT... SINCE YOU SAID THAT I CAN'T FALL IN-LOVE WITH YOU? WHY CAN'T I?!" I was trembling violently and crying at the same time.
"Sir, you should..." i heard the nurse interrupt
"LEAVE US ALONE!" I growled in front of them all. they were taken aback by my words to they went out of the room.
while i was crying, i saw a note on the top of the bedside table... it was a note no, a letter addressed to.... me? it's from... Helen! i quickly got the letter and read it and it said:

Dear: Jack

Jack, I'm sorry i couldn't say this to you personally, it's just... it's really hard. well, this... in the past 2 weeks, i thought that i wouldn't feel this way... before i asked you to be my boyfriend, i wasn't afraid to die... i told myself "it's okay. he means nothing to me" ... that's what i thought. but these past few days, you made my life more interesting and wonderful. Well, to be honest, you opened me up. You, who gave me warmth, melted my cold, frozen heart. You made me like my life, and I'm thankful for that. I'm sorry i didn't tell you that this was going to happen, it's just that... i don't want us to be apart, i thought if I'd tell you, you'll stay away from me, so i felt scared... that's why. well, the point is... The reason that i wrote this letter, was for me to say all of my feelings for you. I Love You, Jack. I Love You Very Much. but, please, even though I'm not there anymore, please share your warmth to others as you have shown me and always smile okay? I Love You.

Yours truly,
Helen

As i read her letter, teardrops were falling from my eyes... They're like a waterfall, they won't stop. but, I decided i wouldn't cry, for the sake of her. I would smile then, just as what she has said. We feel the same way then... I would smile and share my warmth to others for the sake of our Love. Please watch over us, dear Helen.

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