Loss

What it feels like to lose someone you care deeply for

Welcome to the World

Chaotic, Undefined, New

Time goes on

This status is lost

Everything changes

Good or Bad nothing remains

Lost in the tides of change

One may strike out at foes

Only to miss and damage those they love

This is what changes it all

Its no longer just Chaos

It becomes malevolent

Hatred it wriggles its way in

All that was good is lost,

to the endless tides

It is war

To stop it all

to realize at the time your partner was weakest

you shot them in the back

you realize that the anger and pain blinded you

You have fallen so far from Love

You are then left alone dying slowly....painfully

Left there stranded bleeding out in a field of mines

and you look up and see the one you damaged

the one you betrayed and think

"I deserve this" "I killed it all"

You prepare to take a step into the field ready to stop

but then you hear the words long ago said

"Never give up"

You scream out that what is the point

You lost it all long ago anyway

Think there is no point to all this chaos and pain

Trust nothing and no one

Then you remember and this is the point you must fight the uphill battle

You declare "No matter the odds I will fight for you"

"I will die for you and if that death is by your side, 

I will be all the happier"

Love is the only thing to prevail truly in the world

The only thing to stop Chaos

But once thrown away you'd trade anything for it

Life, Wealth, Fear, Power

None of it matters Life is without soul without cause

Power brings hatred and fear

Wealth brings envy and emptiness

You must fight as I will have to

For them, you must.

Author's Note

Hello viewer, if you are reading this then you probably read this probably atrocious poem (i lack the ability to express myself clearly a lot and I don't do poetry well) {If the person who knows this reads this please take it to heart}