I Will Never Be Enough

There's never enough medication

To help hinder my pain.

Never enough of anything.

I can't make it through the night

When I'm alone.

I wake up screaming.

I wake up sobbing.

There's nothing to stop my bleeding.

Flooding out of my arm like a waterfall.

I've never wanted to stay here.

I sit alone all day

Staring into space.

Nothing on the television.

Earbuds in, but no music playing.

I can barely eat.

I can barely speak.

I see no point in breathing.

This life holds no purpose.

Nothing I do seems to be right.

Screaming and yelling are all that beaks my sound barrier.

Tears and sweat are all that I know.

My mind has stopped working

And my heart has gone numb.

I will never be enough.

Author's Note

Sometimes I just don't feel good enough.