Come Watch Me Bleed

My mind is a blank state;
No color,
No contradiction.
I feel broken and shattered
Like there's nothing left of me.
Little details,
Words, places, people,
All pass me by without recognition.
I feel so blind,
So trapped inside my own body,
Like my soul is handcuffed to my heart.
I sit in front of my computer,
Day and night,
Trying to write how I feel.
But words aren't enough.
There's nothing I can say
To describe the void of life inside my depleting body.
I feel as if I'm on fire.
Burning down to hell
As I let out terrified screams.
But know one hears me.
Everyone watches me, but they don't give a damn.
No one comes to my aid,
They just let my demons drag me down
Until I slowly bleed to death.

Author's Note

I haven't written anything a while, but today I felt like I was slowly suffocating to the point where I didn't even want to get out of bed.

I probably spelt some words wrong, so all I ask is that you kindly point out my mistake and spell it correctly for me so that I can fix it.

Reviews

[Larry Dyson]

very honest sharing...what is plaqueing you ?depression?..or what might it be? I'm listening...