Why?!

     "Matt!", I yelled from the sidewalk. "Matt! Please! Don't do this!". He was walking away. I had to stop him. I knew how Matt was...He was stubborn, and when he said he was dumping me, he meant it. We had broken up several times, but we had always gotten backj together. accept all those time that we broke up, it was always me who wanted to. Never him. Always me. But it was so different when he did it. He was so...blunt about it. It was really scary. As soon as I had gotten to the place that he wanted us to meet, He just went right out and said it. He said things like, "I'm sorry, but we're over", and, "Its not you, its me", and, "I still like you, but I don't love you". "Mathew, wait! Please! Can't we talk this over?!", I screamed. Tears flowwed from my eyes, and streamed down my face. I let out tiny, choked sobs. I was losing him. And I had no idea why. Why?! Why was he leaving so sudden? What did I do? Did I say something to affend him? What was it? I had to find out. I might have gone crazy if I hadn't. I started to chase after him. He was casually walking down the street, as if nothing had just happend. I grabbed his arm, and he spun around. We stood there, doing nothing. "What?", he asked. I glared at him, angrily, yet, with a pinch of passion. I loved him. And I hated him. Why was he doing this? "Clara, what is it?", he asked, annoyed. I pulled back my arm, and slapped him in the face. He stood there, stunned. But believe me, I was just as surprised as he was. "Fine!", I yelled. "Is that how you really feel? If it is, then fine. I don't need you anyway! I don't care anymore!". I turned around, and ran. I heard him calling my name from behind me. I ran as fast as I could, but it was no use. He was much faster then me. "Clara! Please don't cry...I'm sorry. Don't cry!", he begged. "Leave me alone!", I yelled. "Listen!", he snapped. "Do you wanna know why I broke up with you?Its because our relationship is like a roller coaster! You always dump me, and then the next day, we're together again! I'm sick of it! That's why!", he yelled. I was at a loss for words. I couldn't speak, couldn't move. Basikly, I was dumbfounded. So it was my fault all along, huh? I was so disapointed with myself. Of course he was sick of the roller coaster ride. But so was I! all I knew was that I had to somehow manage to keep us together. I had to persuade him, somehow.

"I'm sorry, Matt. I know how you feel. But I love you! I always have!"

"Yeah, well sorry doesn't cut it. We're through. It's over. I'm done"

"Matt, please! Don't do this!"

"Clara, I'm sick of this!"

"Well I'm not sick of us! I love you! I want to be with you for as long as possible! I thought you wanted that too!"

"I used to, but now I'm done. I can't do it anymore. I can't put up with this. So, goodbye"

He slowly started to leave. I screamed, and cursed his name, but he never once looked back. within a few seconds, he was gone. Just then, it started to rain, just like in one of those sad, romantic movies. I fell to my knees, and cried. I couldn't move. The pressure of my broken heart was unbarable. It was terrible. I felt as if everything was over. I would never kiss him again. Never hold his hand in public again. Never go out on dates with him again, never watch movies with him again. We were over. But why?! Why?! Because of me. Because I did'nt appreciate him enough in the time that we were together. I was being incredibly selfish. And now, this was my punishment. I got what I deserved. I real;ly hurt him a lot, and now this was his turn to hurt me. And I did'nt like it one bit. Not at all.

 

Author's Note

This has kind of a random ending, but still, what do you think?

Reviews

[Stardust]

Wow, man. I liked it. Depressing, but that's life, you know?
It was really cool when you added the rain. I could see this so well in my head, all put together so nicely. It was a really awesome story.
My mate Emerald has been through this before, and told me every dirty detail. This story reminded me of her.

Nice work, man.

Peace and love,
~Stardust