Hiding

Hiding in plain sight

Using words

That help me feel

That help me breathe

Nothing feels right

Nothing feels sane

What's happening

What's changing?

Hiding from everyone

The real me's inside

No one understands

The pain that I feel

Nothing will change

I'll still act hyper

When deep down inside

I will be falling apart

Hiding from him

He sees nothing

For now I fear

My own heart

Nothing happened

So what is this

This feeling inside

This feeling of hope

Hiding from him

Because I'm afraid

Of this feeling

This feeling of love