Broken :-[

i don't even know :-[

I'm beside myself. I just want to go above and beyond with no sign of help.
Its been a while Im not bruised but the pain brings whelps.

I just want to overcome the pain thats held in, there are things Im destine. Im tired of waking from my dreams asking the same old questions.
Why do I make the same mistakes without catching the lesson.
Why am I carrying weight of yesterday? When will I have tomorrow?
Why can't these tears be of happiness and not sorrow?

What's holding me back in getting closer to you? Why can't I find the truth in "I LOVE YOUS"
Why does it hurt so bad to face the truth?Why can I never win and always lose?

Author's Note

I stopped crying after that line :-[

Reviews

[ANTO]

H54 - it is a tribute to your inner strength that you wrote this even though you were evidently in huge inner pain and in a way asked the Universe for help. Sometimes when you feel your intuition has left you or been circumvented you feel stupid but the ones who lose out are the playas and the liars, in the long run. They can't truly look at themselves in the mirror - they can only look superficially at themselves whereas you can be proud of that reflection.
I honestly admire your guts because I can't even think of writing when Im in this much pain.
X

[Honey54]

THANKYOU SOO MUCH FOR THIS REVIEW IT MEANS ALOT TO ME THAT YOU BELIEVE THAT I HAVE STRENGTH BECAUSE HONESTLY I WAS FEELING QUITE WEEK AT THAT MOMENT. :-/

[Shaquana Adams]

"Why am I carrying weight of yesterday? When will I have tomorrow?"

Favorite line. This is a very tragic, but beautiful piece. Thanks for sharing :)

[Honey54]

I appreciate the reply and review hun

[Shaquana Adams]

You're welcome :)

[Everett DeValle]

I agree with Anto...I apologize if I've I missed this sweetie...you really wrote deep expression of vulnerability of loss and most people feel like this...it's a touching read. All things will pass, Honey. :)

If you need to talk...I'm always here to listen my sweet Taurean friend. :)

[Honey54]

:-] thankyou soo much sweety

[Everett DeValle]

You are most welcome, Honey. :)

[NebraskaHope]

I love this poem, you summoned what everyone thinks about ! I like the realness !