The girl who cant be bought.A Story by PandamoonTatalia had a plan, be bought by her true love. But in a world where young boys a girls are sold to support their families or themselves nothing goes according to plan.“Jack, Jack why weren’t you there,” I cried as they dragged
me away. There was something wrong. I was going too bought on. I knew I would
be, I didn’t know how, why just because Jack didn’t dress me it would make the difference
but I knew. “Tatalia, I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry.’ He yelled back
throwing punches at the guards, but there were to many. They carried him off as
the hauled me away closer to fate. I ripped my arms out of the iron grip know there
would be bruises tomorrow. “I can take it from here. Surprisingly I knew the
way.” I growled, but they showed no emotion. They never did. I wondered not for
the first time if they could. Or were they enhanced to feel nothing. Could you
feel anything and watch the girls and boys being sold and bought, their lives ruined
ultimately forever change just so they could change. I felt like screaming at them. To show me some sort of
emotion. To demand some anger sadness, smoothing I could measure, to assure me
there was some distorted humanity with in them but I stayed silent, quiet and unnoticed
like I had tried to be my whole life. The cold steal of the walls were harsher making my skin
crawl, the white marble floors were slick beneath my feet, the air cold on my partially
covered body. I had been put in a thing skimpy dress that showed all I had to
offer off in one neat little package. I hesitated for a brief moment going into the dark tunnel
that would lead me to the view zone, girl sat huddled on the couch. Some tried
to be strong while others broke down in tears, all held onto their cloths,
touching them feeling them. The clothes we wore going into bidding were all we
had. It covered what little pride and decency we had left. It was something to
hide behind when we had nothing less. I wondered if I would be like that. Whimpering and broken,
spending the rest of my life with a man I didn’t know, who bought women like
horses. I knew jacks words were meaningless. When I was bought I would disappear,
they never showed the real person who buys us. He would never find me even if I
was illegally traded. The thought that that was the last time I ever would see him
again weight heavily in my gut. I was now truly alone. I thought this all as I walked
into the tunnel, the guards falling behind. Of course they would, where I would
run? I saw the harsh blinding light ahead and decided to take smaller steps,
why hurry to disaster. I stopped right before the exit my hair blowing in my
face. They had wanted to cut it, to dye it, to make it look like the norm, the
girls who walked the cat walk of which we decided beauty was. They were all the
same, and they wanted me to be like them, and I had said no. Did I regret it now, now that I was to be bought? They would
see the wild curly flaming red hair and see different, they would see ugly.
Would I go to a pennier, a man who scraped and saved for the biddings? I felt
tears rush to my eyes and I saw the girls huddled and crying cling to their meager
moments and possessions. I heard the crow roar, they were getting rowdy, and
soon they would come in and put a gun in my back and would either move or die. I took out the gold chain I had stashed away and put it
around my neck. I looked at my dress and ripped the thin fabric off my body. I wouldn’t
hold onto such a pitiful thing. I took my first step into the light instantly
blinded. But I still walked till I was on the dirt, the artificial wind blowing
my hair across my bare back raising goose bumps along my skin. The crowd went into silent shock at my naked appearance; I took
slow and deliberate steps till I made it to the middle. I stopped and stood, as
still as any statue, like ice had frozen my body, like I would never move. I was in an arena, the bottom of a bowl of which whose sides
were filled with men and a few women behind tinted glass so that all I saw when
I looked at them was my won reflection staring back at me. But yet I stared, I only turned my head slowly showing as if
I could see them all. I dared them to bid on my, to lace a price on my life. “The bidding will commence,” the overhead voice blared
harshly and it took all I had not to flinch or appeared affected. I had 10
minutos to collect as much money as possible. The time passed slowly, every
second dragged out to a minute, yet my heart stayed light and steady in my
chest. When she announced that five minutos remained I felt as if I might
collapse, but also hope, maybe there was a chance. A chance that no one would
bid. That for another year I could postpone this horrible occurrence, that by
that time, Jack could buy me, we could be together. “2 minutos remain,” the overhead voice stated. I was so
close, I had greater hope now, I could make it. “$50,000, Is the first bid
placed.” The voice echoed hollowly and soullessly. I heard it echoed in my
head. I was bought, sold, my life priced. I felt numb, I wondered if I might
fall, but I didn’t care. I heard the announcer say something but I didn’t listen,
I didn’t café how many minutos remained. The time went quicker and the announcer
spoke more and more as she announced the dwindling seconds. I could feel the bidding coming to a close, I had only
second remaining. I swiftly turned my hair sweeping along my falling almost to
my hips in a twisted mess. The final second was announced and the price went
once then twice and then I was sold. But I didn’t hear any of it. I focused all
my attention on each step. On anything but the pain that was beginning to bloom
In my chest from the numbness. The lights went out and I felt my body fall,
fall on to the dirt. I was their final act, their last girl. I screamed as I lay there
on the dirt. I cursed the world, my life, and the gods that use to rule the skies.
I cursed Jack and myself. The guards came and I fought, I fought to stay, to
never move again but they were stronger. © 2012 Pandamoon |
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