Im feeling pretty alone right now. Well, I guess im feeling more empty..yeah, empty is the more apropriate word. My room is real clean, jus like the rest of the house. I started cleaning at 8:30am this morning. Iwasnt sleeping so what the hell, why not? When my room has a good vibe it usually alters my mood to somehing along the lines of satisfaction. I dont usually feel like this, ill tell you that much. Ive been feeling this way quite a bit lately. I hate negative engergy so it makes me not wanna go anywhere or see anybody cuz i dont want my energy rubbing off onto anyone. If i told anyone what i knew and how i felt they would think im "crazy" LOL, logic is not real. Things are so out of order people jus cant see it. I dont think we're supposed to. A huma uses about %25 of tgeur brain, thats why FOREVER doesnt make sense. No one is intelligent enough to comprhend something as papostrous as FOREVER. If people dont understand it, they deny it. They jus act like its not there. If people cant acknowlege that forever does exist, or the fact that space never ends, then how could they ever unerstand my own thoughts? I want people to stop being nieve and realise that "logical" doesnt exist. Its a figment made up long ago that created this fucked up world we live in to make us feel "safe" Maybe to even distract us from something bigger than us. I dont understand the sky, or the ocean, or the tissue and cell particles that make up our human body, I dont even understand these words, cuz when it comes down to it, non of it even matters. Its so small compared to the big picture. To everyone else this world makes perfect sense cuz they were born into it, but when are they gonna take the time to question it?
Some people get so caught up in their own worlds they gradually stop appreciating things. They don't look forward to sunsets. They don't "have time" to embrace seasons change. Some people will go their entire lives looking for something, and never know exactly what it is. Since you know what you do about space, time and the beautiful existance called life, use that knowledge to better yourself. Think about what matters to YOU, and make those things what you revolve around. Like music, keep doing what you're doing with that Hollee. It's awesome. YOur lyrics and the that voice, damn. : ) You can do anything you want to do. That's where friends come in. Friends are supposed to help enrich and better your life with positive energy, and help motivate you to reach your goals. I got your back, and I want good things for ya.
Some people get so caught up in their own worlds they gradually stop appreciating things. They don't look forward to sunsets. They don't "have time" to embrace seasons change. Some people will go their entire lives looking for something, and never know exactly what it is. Since you know what you do about space, time and the beautiful existance called life, use that knowledge to better yourself. Think about what matters to YOU, and make those things what you revolve around. Like music, keep doing what you're doing with that Hollee. It's awesome. YOur lyrics and the that voice, damn. : ) You can do anything you want to do. That's where friends come in. Friends are supposed to help enrich and better your life with positive energy, and help motivate you to reach your goals. I got your back, and I want good things for ya.