Escape to solitude

loneliness is not so awesome i must say and everyone must escape it at all times.it leads to people doing drugs which are no help whatsoever to a human being.

Introspected, abandoned and classified is how it feels

With life passing as if one is a street lamp, non-existent

In this globe of possibilities, depressed and anxious

And feeling useless as gaze at my peers succeed

While slowly my life fades away like time

Depressed and suicidal I feel every dawn of each day

Incongruous my thoughts have become, and worthless

Is my contributions to society. With a mind Without 

a spark of functionality just existing like a benign 

Mess and in poverty I perish titanic and I ask myself: What went wrong?

But today I feel invincible, invincible and happy for I have found 

My way even though it may be different to the dream but I 

Have found a high life, I can feel better than my miserable life

Of self-disappointments, a life in which I am happy when I take

My lolly-tik my ice takes me where I want to go in seconds to minutes.

The thoughts of belittlement have diminished- now even more confident 

Like a straight-A student sure of his final paper, with my lolly in my hand this 

World is nothing because I can glimpse into more satisfying thoughts than 

Beating myself for being a failure and hating everyone that lives for their prejudice

Gaze at me like museum piece.

Many like me have passed in my hands only for the love of ice in a lolly

Just to hide from truth, for its more agonising than anything in the world

Substance is my new life path and success a lifetime enemy for its unreachable

And living for death-for its near while I have watched many pass with wonder

In my eyes slowly entering that cold life

Family with no hope and expectations fallen because life can never be the same

They stare with disgust when I glide amongst alleys so high with no health left but life

 filled with such solitude and deterioration of humanity piece by piece, because

 last moments Are destructive like grenade, time and time again awesomeness of lolly

 fills your pleasure zone And worry disappear because ice is clear.

Author's Note

mind the grammar.