Phobia

Phobia

I have fears in mind
You never seen me before
It's here, there and everywhere!
I can't even describe,

I'm fighting every day,
Nobody will understand me,
I cried, screamed, and kicked
My heart starts racing,

It's like I'm stuck in my phobia
My fears always surreal,
My thoughts always ponder,
Like voice inside my head,

I'm scared of public,
I avoid many places
Trying to avoid many faces
People will stare at me,

I battled this fears within,
The demons I faced every day,
I am going insane,
Help me before I'm mentally,

You wondered why I'm afraid?
How can I live my life?
I'm living with fears all day
Seems nothing to you,

I count 1,2,3,4
I sweat and cried
My body starts to weakened,
Help me get out of my dream,

You can't see my weakness,
I can't ignore my problem
Feel like I'm crying,
It's my phobia fears!

Reviews

[zee]

I love reading things about what the mind truly speaks, and then there's phobia, everyone's got it, but a few gets to drown in it. This is so deep and beautiful. :)