incapable of seeing myself anymore

...a script from my ruined life!

'.....and as I look in the mirror,i fail to recognize the person anymore ,for all these years you were there.....you were always there to describe me .Your eyes ,the mirrors i looked into and your lips depicting what your eyes visualised.And then that silent conversation,the language of our eyes .....all these years now,i have become used to this .I have become used to you....i have become used to us.............and for now as you are no longer there,no longer there to describe me,to be with me ....i silently steal that coward look i had placed on the mirror...the mirror that can never define me as you did......And now because of you,...yes,because of you,i am incapable of seeing myself anymore!'