christopher robin

so there was this boy and we all know how that goes.

all i am to you is sex. thats all i ever was to you. i guess its my own fault for not seeing it at the beginning but i thought you would be different. i was dead wrong. i shouldn't have let you kiss me. that was another mistake i made. but i was infatuated by you. ever kiss you stole made the butterflies in my stomach swirl. when we touched it was like the world stopped, and when we made love the earth would move. It may have just be lust but it was a rush. I couldn't get enough of you. Sneeking away just to see you to have one last kiss to tie me over until next time. i guess what ever we had died because you stopped talking to me, seeing me in the hallway and then texts stopped. i can't say i miss you but i miss the feeling you gave me. feeling wanted and desired. i miss feeling like i was melting when you kissed me. i miss the rough sex. i miss the excitement and the times we use to smoke together. i miss feeling connected with someone e who wanted what i wanted, but there was one thing we weren't clear on. i wanted you as my boyfriend and you wanted me as you lover. i wish it wasn't that way but i can't make you love me. so ill just look for someone who actually wanted to be with me. thank you for everything.