Who's Fault Is It?

Literally wrote this in 20 mins. I hope those who read this enjoy.

The blame is mine

Now it all falls in line

Is this expected to be

To really kill me slowly?

A friend says it's not my fault

But that's their own thought

Failed two times in a row

Is it my time to go?

No, can't hurt myself now

Can't let everyone down.

The pain now sinks in

Wish I could just restart

Beginning to lose a friend

After I broke her heart

Palms sweating, body freezing

Mental break, started wheezing

Silent fear destroys the mind

All from leaving her behind

Minds lost track, can't look straight

All cause of these cut strings

Fully unstable

Glass empty or half full

All this from trying to end it all

I failed...again

All left...are my friends

This pain...grows inside

I've fully...lost my mind