Blinded by love

I wrote this when I actually thought of how my ex and her ex started dating.

Tired of bullshit, tired of lies
Tired of all of those guys
Did she cheat on me?
Now that's just to good to be
She fell in love with him
Though she said they were only friends
Ha, What a lie!
I am so stupid to just realize this now
She cheated on Me!
Wow, I am such a dumb-a*s, but...I still want her back
Why the f**k did I get ready to attack?
She went for him and he won her over me
I guess we were never supposed to be
How did I get blinded by love?
When I even doubt about heaven above?
What came over me?
Who cast the spell?
Why is my mind still raging through hell?
That is because I truly lover her, and her to me
She really needs to come visit me by the sea