Hopeless

Why does everything I touch break right before me?

My actions shall not be forgiven

The things said will not be forgotten

I am just another good riddance

Because my actions turned our love to rotten

I guess I am left a soulless f**k

walking barefoot on this broken road

That was planned to last for years 

Yet it is rapidly starting to corrode

Yet again I lost the one who loved me

I broke her heart and ruined my name

I don't even deserve to breath

Because I brought myself to terrible shame

I have finally lost her

I guess this ends it all

One night with a fucked up ending

Made all that we worked for fall

I am no better than the rest

Just hopefully not the worst

I completely failed this test

Made her heart turn to dust

Why did I act so stupid

Why did I ruin myself

Why did i have to go and lose her

Just like i have done with all the rest

I know that the only one to save me

I have doubted all along

But God will you please help me

Keep the girl i have loved for so long

Will anyone please come help me

Before I even give up on myself