The Curse

Slowly you creep inside my body.

You work till you reach a climax and let loose.

Why must this feeling curse me?

My heart races as my body pumps adrenaline.

The familiar tingling creeps to every inch of my body.

I can’t take it anymore!

I have to move. I have to get away.

Away from where though?

My mind is not the same.

My head is rushing, every sense is overloading

I feel like a different person.

Suddenly everything becomes a sick and terrifying reality.

Images are distorted and turn into blobs of color.

Dare I move my eyes off the T.V?

Will that send me back into a spiraling attack?

Move just an inch and it starts all over again.

“When thou liest down...” I repeat the Bible verse multiple times praying that God will make this feeling vanish.

Slowly I return to normal.

Now I sit and wait till your horrid curse comes over me again.