In the maze of scattered emotions!!

When life seems like a chaos and when you are faced with a major life decision, it's common to feel caught in a maze of scattered emotions, needing time to sort through the complexities.

Sudden gust of wind passes by my face making me sneeze!

Planned and projected as the villainy amongst so many people sometimes make me freeze!!

We often tell ourselves that it's safer to stay on the shore, where the waters are calm and predictable!

But, it is harder to remain silent when you know that something is morally unacceptable!!

When insecurities take over, we try to avoid facing the uncomfortable truths that lie within us!

And paint all our angers and frustrations in colors on the empty canvas!!

Caught and confused between the extremes of being rejected vehemently and comforting kisses passionately!

We often seem lost in a web of lies and gaslight ourselves unfortunately!!

Fleeting thoughts of being insufficient since childhood where inferior feelings never reach the sponge!

Constant denial of not being able to do something confidently and afraid to take the plunge!!

Don't know why friends who once felt like family now seem distant!

As we grow and work through our pain, we still try to question our existence!!

Trapped in the paradox of seeing a real face or a face wrapped in layers of mask!

Struggling to get out of this maze of emotions and protecting my sanity has been the most difficult task!!