Journey from Loneliness to Solitude !!!A Poem by Dr Sharmila ParajuliWhen you learn to differentiate between the two, your life becomes very beautiful, Trust meIt doesn't matter to me anymore if someone is with me or not At- least, I don't have to listen to the same old excuse, "Oh Darling! I forgot"! I passed through the hardest battles alone while everyone believed I was fine I was trying so hard to hold on to everything and everyone before I could finally resign! I don't think anyone really understands how tiring it is to act okay and always look strong The real struggle was no matter how much you try to fit in the place and people, you just don't belong! I don't want to count the times I've wasted feeling insufficient and incomplete When the whole story was enmeshed in a web of lies and deceit! Fearlessly hustling through the odds and eccentricities with no strings attached to the past Start searching for a place where my energy is reciprocated and trailing my eyes on my craft! Walking away from trying to please people who never saw my worth I'm so proud to have found this new spiritual birth! My priorities have changed, my mindset has changed my taste has changed, my tolerance has changed! I have no interest on people, money or past experience I'm just focused on improving my strength and resilience! It really doesn't matter to me anymore who got promoted and who just bought a mansion or a new luxury car My morals and values doesn't have to be understood and I don't mind if I'm called bizarre! I'm enjoying flying in the air like a bird and diving in the sea like a fish Getting to spend more time with myself and my kids is my idea of sheer bliss! I'm happy and grateful to wake up alive everyday Living my life my heart always wanted and making a mark in my own way!
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Added on November 6, 2023 Last Updated on November 6, 2023 Tags: #loneliness #solitude #lifeisbea AuthorDr Sharmila ParajuliKathmandu, Hindu, NepalAboutI am a full-time Pathologist with experience of over 15 years in reporting histopathology with emphasis on gynae-pathology. Part-time writer who loves to write on issues that need to be talked about .. more..Writing
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