Journey from Loneliness to Solitude !!!

Journey from Loneliness to Solitude !!!

A Poem by Dr Sharmila Parajuli
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When you learn to differentiate between the two, your life becomes very beautiful, Trust me

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It doesn't matter to me anymore if someone is with me or not
At- least, I don't have to listen to the same old excuse, "Oh Darling! I forgot"!
I passed through the hardest battles alone while everyone believed I was fine
I was trying so hard to hold on to everything and everyone before I could finally resign!
I don't think anyone really understands how tiring it is to act okay and always look strong
The real struggle was no matter how much you try to fit in the place and people, you just don't belong!
I don't want to count the times I've wasted feeling insufficient and incomplete 
When the whole story was enmeshed in a web of lies and deceit!
Fearlessly hustling through the odds and eccentricities with no strings attached to the past
Start searching for a place where my energy is reciprocated and trailing my eyes on my craft!
Walking away from trying to please people who never saw my worth
I'm so proud to have found this new spiritual birth!
My priorities have changed, my mindset has changed 
my taste has changed, my tolerance has changed!
I have no interest on people, money or past experience
I'm just focused on improving my strength and resilience!
It really doesn't matter to me anymore who got promoted and who just bought a mansion or a new luxury car
My morals and values doesn't have to be understood and I don't mind if I'm called bizarre!
I'm enjoying flying in the air like a bird and diving in the sea like a fish
Getting to spend more time with myself and my kids is my idea of sheer bliss!
I'm happy and grateful to wake up alive everyday
Living my life my heart always wanted and making a mark in my own way!

© 2023 Dr Sharmila Parajuli


Author's Note

Dr Sharmila Parajuli
Loneliness is when you want to be included but are always secluded. Solitude is a whole different thing, in which you want to be secluded and lonely to avoid the mundane realities of life and to work upon yourself to be better and at the same time enjoy your own company.

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Added on November 6, 2023
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Tags: #loneliness #solitude #lifeisbea

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Dr Sharmila Parajuli
Dr Sharmila Parajuli

Kathmandu, Hindu, Nepal



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I am a full-time Pathologist with experience of over 15 years in reporting histopathology with emphasis on gynae-pathology. Part-time writer who loves to write on issues that need to be talked about .. more..

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