The End of This

Pencil to the paper, I'm finally ready to write something beautiful.

 

Every waking day started to seem like a walk through hell.

Every second just made me want to escape even sooner.

I started to drown.

I couldn't find my way back to the top.

"I feel like I'm drowning in ice water. My lips have turned a shade of blue."

One after another people kept coming around

I fell so hard for all that was so wrong

I could never see what was right in front of me

She came along and sweeped me off my feet once again

All came crashing down and you searched for me in the pouring rain

When it all falls down I know I can lean on you

Is there a way to show you my utter regret for shoving you away oh so many times?

Is there ever an answer for all the broken hearts I put upon you?

I became a monster. I sucked life away and shed blood with every tear.

Now I can say it and mean it.

I'm sorry.

For

    The

         Pain

 For

     The

           Hate

 

 

The girl from a summer ago is coming back to surface

I missed her while she was gone

Maybe now I can look in the mirror and not feel so ashamed.

You saved me from the blade

You held me on that spring afternoon

You give me the hope that gets me by

It feels like I've been pieced back together

 

Not so lost

Not so hidden

No more pity

No more running away

 

"I'm not afraid, because I know"

The scent of fresh roses fill the air

White and black as far as the eye can see

A day that will be filled with the biggest of smiles

We can make it

Its what gives us strength

Its what breaks us apart

Its what makes us human

And exactly what makes each different

One more step

One more breath

 

I'm coming back around

 

 

I love you