What Have I Done Now?

What have I done now

Where did I go wrong

I had you, you had me. All the happiness without the title.  

Now she's withering in pain and I have to live with those eyes.

It's gonna kill me

I'm gonna be singing all those songs 

Humming along with the melody 

 

Please don't hate me 

Please don't leave me 

I don't want to live without 

But I could 

I've done it before with many people

Is it gonna be different

Is this gonna be another twist and turn of upside down

 

I love you 

 

It's not a lie on either behalf

Your so far yet so close in the heart

She's so close only a stretch away but I won't let her inside

 

What have I done now? 

                Two hearts desires

                Two fatal attractions 

What have I done now?  

 

                              "Everything I know and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won't take away my love." 

 

I'm still stuck in the past 

I'll be the first to admit I can't move forward 

        You are my life away from reality 

         You are the air I breath 

         You are the very hope that has kept my heart in the clouds. 

 

She is the sun that fluys my away to the moon 

        She is the very love that has broken time and time again but never fades

She is the very thing that would be oh so good for you 

 

       I am the reckless endeavor

           I am the heartbreak lullaby 

 I am the best friend who everyone falls for 

  I am the monster buried deep 

        I am the one who will rise you up and crish it down faster then a falling plane.

Engines failing; never kniwng the failure she feels; she try's to hide, it only leads to discovery.

It never leaves.

 

What have I done now.