Let Down. (suicide stories #2)

It's so bad. 

 It's like my blood is burning. 

 My heart is hurting.

 Am I going insane? 

 Help me with this pain!

  You caused this, 

I put you to blame.

 I'm too weak, to do this alone. 

 It doesn't help, that you're always on your phone. 

 Notice me,

 I'm hurting so badly. 

 It's like my lungs don't work.

 How long 'till I'm in the dirt? 

 It hurts so bad, god help me.

 I'm begging- screaming- mercy! 

 This is too much to handle, 

 And soon I'll blow out the candle.

 My lights will go out, 

 Sorry in advance if I'm a let down.