Self-Harm

changed from knife to razor, this was my reaction.

Ouch.

And now the pain is eating me alive.

I don't know for how much longer I'll survive.

'Cut again'

Can't, already gave myself ten.

'Wanna feel the blood pour down?'

Shhhh, don't tell anyone or they'll frown.

My head hurting, my eyes sore.

My wrist throbbing, for just one more.

The blood I bleed,

Slowly dripping from me,

Rushing & gushing.

Hurting, it makes me sore.

It hurts it hurts!

No it doesn't, I want more.

Reviews

[EMOWRITER2233]

i relate to this so dang much

[Help_Me]

I'm sorry you do, but at least you know you're not the only one...

[EMOWRITER2233]

agreed....

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What you to do with your life it's your personal decision. No one has right tell you , you should stop cause they think it's not right. I like your poem cause speak straight and show to reader what is mean to be self harmed. I think important thing is how you feel about your self. People will easy make judgement. Special those who mm cannot imagine what you go through. Pain it's can make relive and you can also became stronger then pain. I hope you keep your self on the saverge side. And soon find it way out of your troubles . And special have friends who care about you and don't judge you all the best Martin.

[Quill]

anyone who embraces masochism would find it in abundance, i do understand the pleasure you find in pain, however it saddens me to reveal to you; such pleasure is non-existent, your mind has been frittered by a series of trifling events, and now you find clemency in pain. you must end such habits for continuous indulgence only breeds catastrophe

[Help_Me]

its not that easy...

[Quill]

lets walk through a simple process, but first i'll start with a question. Before you pick up the blade what exactly goes through your mind, i mean how do you feel (angry, nervous, sad etc.)

[Help_Me]

i feel everything and anything if that makes any sense. I once heard that it takes a lot to happen to some one for them to finally reach the point where they do end up cutting, that "breaking point" i reached years ago

[Ardra]

Dear...pls. get some help... speak to someone who can help you out ..
If it's what you are upto... self harm is not answer for any problem....

[Help_Me]

i tried to talk, no one listened. They ignored everything till they saw i was bleeding

[Ardra]

Mmm.... harming yourself is not answer to anything....your pain is yours ...it's not going to fade...first step is to accept that your life and body is more valuable than making them bleed.... your parents? Friends I am sure someone will understand.... keeping telling your self that you deserve better things in life... pls.

[Help_Me]

......no promises......