You In Me

The best of me has been waisted
On a stranger that was mistaken
All on a point to be proven
That mine was a heart worth breakin
That mine was a life worth taken
And it's hard to see the light from the dark
When the diference between right and wrong Is crumbling
And the worst part of you
Jumps in the front
turns the key
And starts to start
And all that's left is you in me
There's a blank spot in my brain
A bullet shaped hole where the answers should be
I search and search but all I see is you in me
It's so hard to break this silence
An echoing growing madness
A snow white sky
Raining down ice pitchforks in my mind
On the cold streets of where the what was dying lives 
and the light that once was living dies
The place you once called your home
But all this winters bringing
Is absence of light and wind that growns
Through the silohette of you in me
In the distance
In between the fog and darkness
Bluring the lines of friends and a romance
Making things seem worse then they could
I just need to get away
I need to find a change
I need to figure out how to get from the things I do and the things I should
And there's no easy way to break this
But my minds all i have and you took it
And ran away till you couldn't see
This part of you that's still in me
And there's no easy way to wacth you leave
But I'm used to these feelings
You've forced in me
When you planted your seeds
Left your spores on the soft of my sheets
And begged for me to keep this part of you in me
But baby ive seen the sun rise
I saw the fear inside your eyes
I saw all the truthes you keep Inside your lies
And I've seen yor face
As I peeled back your disguise
I see the real you
The slow feedig darkness you have glued
To the pages of that one "meant to be"
It's the same kind of ugly I see in me
So I think it's time to see
That you were never what you seemed
That life is much more than a dream
So I can break off this part of you that remains in me
But you've made this place your home
With all the sutures you haven sown
And all these feelings you couldn't show
left in pieces in the snow
So drag my body baby
To the edge of the oceans shore
So you can leave me where I'm standing
But darling only if your sure
And I'll guide my way into this sea
As you go living life without me
And finaly make my way up to breathe
As I seperate this part of you from me
And start to make life easy
Without that hint of "with you I'm happy"
With this reflection in the water 
And A deep skin breaking stare
That same stare That you once shared
I'll see myself and all that's there
and I won't be scared
I'll see myself
within myself
I'll see me
And only me
And I'll smile
Cause I haven't felt this for awhile
My head feels free
Cause all I have in me
Is me

Author's Note

The hardest part I have with writing is the endind and the end of this one felt a little to me but hope you like. Please comment and let me know what you think. ;)
ps. I wrote this on my iPod which doesn't have good spell or gramor corection so i apologize about any mistakes I might of made.