Every Word Spoken

Yes this is about me and it is true

You beat me countless times..
You said i was worthhless..
Even put me in intensive care..
Told me that no one else wants me..
I believed every word spoken..
You said i deserve every beating..
Knives to my throat..
Bruises and blood from beatings..
Then after you said you loved me..
I believed every word spoken..
People called me crazy for staying..
But they didnt understand..
I was 13 and fallen for you..
You were 16 and my first boyfriend..
Your best friend wanted me..
So a deal was made between you two..
For 250 bucks he could have me..
Have me for two weeks..
Told me everything was alright..
He was gonna watch me..
While you were at work..
I believed every word spoken..
Those two weeks were the worst..
Beatings and rapes hapoened..
You walked in I cried help..
Just stand in the corner is what you did..
Then you took me home and hugged me..
Said i love you and sorry..
Still i believed every word spoken..
Finally my brother had enough..
He took his knife and hunted you..
Found you hanging out..
Picked you up by the shirt..
Pinned you up against the wall..
Knife against your throat..
He told you it`s over and stay away..
Now it`s 6 years later..
I look back and now see..
Every word spoken was all lies..

Author's Note

This is about my ex..Not to worry I have a good guy finally..^.^