Ma lumière dans le noir (7/25/17)

For those who don't understand, I simply wished to be just like you.

Surrounded by friends, night after night until the end.

Where a voice is cherished and a cry is heard and nursed until better.

Where are my memories?

What is a swollen heart worth if it's not allowed to love?

I love the world, but not the one I found myself in.

I dine alone within a bleak atmosphere.

I feel myself returning to my former self and I wish I can say enough is enough.

Forced help is a step in the right direction.

Knowing greed and abused power are behind it seems wrong.

What would you all do without me?

I see it go on.

In shambles, but all will be well.

I once was a young boy with a vision of breaking hearts one day.

Seeing the joke turn into reality hurts more than you can imagine.

Ma lumière dans Le noir, je suis Pleine de tristesse

Because of you, I will lower my shield.

I will surrender myself into the night.

I am just not sure what I am protecting anymore.