I'm not insecure.

I'm not insecure.

A Poem by WindsorWolf28
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Alright, at least one word is included in this poem that could be considered cursing.

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Fat

Ugly

I'm not insecure

But I'll never forget
When I found Daddy didn't close the door.

Mommy was there!
But she was lying on the floor.

With bloody hands,
My father turned

Hello
He said

And smiled
At me

Mommy was buried
Outside in a grave

And Daddy says
I'm a disgrace.

I'm not insecure,
By now I'm quite sure.

I know who I am,
Daddy calls me a w***e.

I am positive I know who I am,
My view cannot be changed.

I'm fat

I'm ugly

I could never be loved.

Daddy says Mommy
Said she had had enough.

Mommy never loved him.
Mommy never loved us.

Daddy slaps me and says
I'll never be loved
I'll never be enough.

Daddy blows
His smoke in my face

Get another beer
He says
What a disgrace

He holds the gun to my head
Says soon we'll both be dead

What a waste
He says
As the bullet flies through my head.

I'm not insecure,
Of that I am sure.

I'm weak,
I'm fat,
I'm ugly,
I'm dead.

I'm a waste of space,
That's why I didn't get a grave, but he left me on the bed.

© 2014 WindsorWolf28


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Added on April 25, 2014
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WindsorWolf28
WindsorWolf28

Pasadena, MD



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I'm a depressed person, that doesn't make me suicidal. I love to write. I hate math. I write mostly poetry and short stories. more..

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