The reluctant outcomes of Christopher Robin

Funny how the days go by

Sometimes I wish they would rewind
So I could relive what you've given me
Myself.
The days drag on, I tell myself how we should get together
Let's walk to the Diner down the road and have ourselves some coffee. Where I'll try very hard not to let the conversation drop, like it always does. And I'll sit there and sip from those mugs or pretend that I like this food, in attempt to cover any reasons for me not being able to come up with answers to these questions that don't exist. You know I love to see your face, but sometimes I can't recognize those brown eyes. Maybe I just can't recognize myself. Time is inevitable, along comes change tagging behind. A child I was, vulnerable and lost I ran into your arms of acceptance and love, of which I lacked back then and maybe still now. Bad days or weeks or years turned me into a different person, not the girl you came to know as your long lost daughter. Back then If I'd known the fate we'd have now, would I change it all?
Still reminiscing through our days. The beginnings, the ends, the happy ones and the sad. Only once more life never fails to show that nothing good lasts forever. I try to tell myself that nothing bad lasts forever either, which might make me feel worse. So I try to convince myself that everything happens for a reason. Funny the way it is, if you think about it.