Escape

I find myself becoming more obsessed with books and poems; I am reading often because it allows me to escape a world I wish to not be apart of. How can it be one wants to live a beautiful life but not in this unpleasant generation? Yearning to be alone in my room, but hating the feeling of loneliness while I am in public. The eyes of many are so quick to judge you. Anxiety builds up as my confidence goes down while I allow the public to hold me in their hands as they give me their glares. However they do not know my pain, they have not seen or heard the things I have.

I will find myself judging others as I see them in public. Hypocrisy is a trait which I despise. It is who I do not wish to be. 

I change myself to become a better person every day, because maybe if I change, the world will change. 

I find my theories to be wrong. 

I will keep finding my theories to be wrong until I am alone and can be alone in my own little world. 

But it is in my nature to hate loneliness but love to be alone. 

I can change that with the help of paper pages that can turn on my command and an imagination which allows one to escape their confusion of this world; the confusion which dances around in my mind non-stop. 

Reviews

[Rohan Ahuja]

I can relate to this on so many levels! And i agree, writing is the only thing that helps. I like how easily you can describe your feelings. Make that to use in some deep character of a story.

[Paisley]

Thank you so much. I appreciate it very much.