Chapter Eighteen- Darin's View

When I closed the file folder, to end that last agreement, I heard my office door creak open. In stepped Ms. Linely. Her body was of course always looking great to me. The way her clothes just hugged her figure, made me want more and more of her, but now that I know that Jessica is looking over me, yeah I believe that wouldn't be such a good idea. But then at the same time I love her too, and I don't want to hurt anymore. We've both hurt each other in ways that to me I wouldn't want to hurt her again. I watched her beautiful body walk my way, to the side of me, placed her soft hand on my shoulder, " You know, I'm so sorry to hear that happened to you. You didn't deserve that," she said in a sexy voice. I looked up at her and removed her hand from my shoulder, "Look, right now is not the time to be messing with me. I don't want anything from you. I want to suggest you this right now, stay away from me and only come to my needs when I need you. Stop touching me, stop stripping me with your eyes, and just quite being around me," I said. It was true, as much as I loved the way her body felt on me and the way that she spoke was just driving me crazy. Because I couldn't have it without feeling guilty, so I just need to draw the line here right now. Make her realize that what we did was just a one time thing and it won't happen again. Especially not at this point and time in my life, "Or what, Darin?" she asked. She placed her petite body in my lap, trying to get me hard. To make me want her. She started grinding on me. It felt great, but I couldn't let her win. My little friend down below was trying to arise and that's when I thought no, I can't do this. This is wrong.

"Just one more time," she begged him, in a whisper tone, " You know you want to, babe. The first time was so good, I believe that I could've done what about ten more rounds?" That was it, she had to go. I decided, hey why not tease her for a little bit though? Make it a little fun. I ran my hands down her hips to make it seem like I want it more than ever, " You know, the first time was really good and you know I wouldn't mind doing it again," I put my hands back on her back and gave my all and pushed her down onto the ground, " But my fiance' is dead and I don't even remember why I had sex with you!" I yelled. She looked up at me with wondering and confused eyes, "But you wanted it too," she said.

"It was just for the moment. Ever heard of a come and go, hit it and run, smash and pass? I guess not," I said, "You're fired!" I exclaimed.

"But...but...but," she stuttered, not getting all the words out.

"Get out and all your stuff needs to be out by the end of the day," I demanded. I'm her boss here. She gathered herself off the ground and straightened her skirt down. She exited my office with anger.

      

     "Darin?" I heard Jessica's voice. She saw it! I'm glad, because I was wanting her to see that I really do love her. I really do care about her, even if she's dead.

"Jessica, you saw that?" I asked her. I turned my body in my chair, to see her beautiful presence sitting in the corner lounge chair in my office.

"Yeah, I did and babe I couldn't be more proud of you," she got up and walked my way, so gracefully. She took a seat in my lap and I looped my arms around her, "I loved the little cat and mouse game you played with her too. It was really funny to watch, because I knew what was coming. I've seen that face before," she replied.

"What face?" I wondered. She's never seen me this angry before, so what was she talking about?

" Well, let's just say that I know that you knocked out Kaderis the night I died. You walked in and you saw him holding my hand and the next thing I knew was that he was laying on the floor," she explained herself.

"You saw that?" I asked, surprised. That was something I didn't want her seeing, ever!

"Yes," I laughed.

"I'm sorry. He really doesn't have the right to hold you like he was. I mean he was really close to you too," It was true, I didn't want some other man on my woman! That was mine and no one else's.

"I know, babe. Why'd you really do it?"

"Because you're my baby. My property."

"So, I'm your property?"

"Hmmm, yeah, I believe so."

She removed her body from me, " I gotta go, so you can get back to work. Remember, we're going to my parents house tonight," she said.

"How are they going to believe me?"

"I don't know, but let's just wait, till we get there and see what happens, love," she leaned down to kiss me. Those kind of lips, ladies and gentlemen are lips you can't find anywhere else. Her tongue so sweet, "I'm proud of you, babe. I'm glad you proved her wrong. Gave her what she needed," I watched her disappear into the air and I knew I was going to see her again, so I was dim about it!