Chapter Five

“ Baby, it’s so good to see you again,” he said, “ What made you want to come over? I mean last time I remember, you told me that you changed yourself for the better. So, there must be something going on, right?” he directed me over to the couch and we sat down to talk.

“ Well, things are going rough right now. You know me well enough to know why I’m over here, my wing man,” I joked. He put his arm around me and I’m sorry he has some wonderful muscles if you ask me. He pulled out his phone and called someone, “ Hey man, what’s up?” Pause,

“ Well, look I have someone here that needs a lil’ some, man. Can you help me out?” Pause,

“ Alright man, we’ll be there in a bit,” he hung up the phone and of course I was curious who he was talking to, “ Look baby, I’m gonna take you somewhere where you can get yourself away from your problems for awhile, alright? I hate seeing you like this,” he started to move his hands up my leg, “ Karenile, you know I’ve always wanted you to be mine. You was my homegirl and no other girl could replace you,” I couldn’t keep my eyes off his chocolate coated eyes, “ You know that, right?” he asked. I placed my hand on his face and I loved the way his chocolate skin felt on my hands. So soft, “ Let’s go, babe,” I replied. I got up from the couch and headed for my car. I decided to follow him there, so I could drive myself back home.

     We pulled up into a driveway that I was unfamiliar with. I’ve never been here before. But if Devin says that he knows how to take me away from my problems then please do what you need to do. I mean at this moment, I really don’t care! When I walked into this house, the smell of the past hit me smack in the face. The cravings for it all came back. I wanted the weed, the sex and more. It’s crazy how a situation can change you to one person to another. I looked around the living room to see if there were any other girls, but there wasn’t. There was nothing, but guys, but I could trust Devin. Devin wouldn’t let anything happen to me. A guy that had a wife beater tank on came up to me and Devin. I believe it was the guy that he was talking to on the phone.

“ What’s up man?” the guy asked.

“ Nothing much man. My baby right here needs something to loosen herself up with, you know?” he explained.

“ Man, I got you,” he turned himself near me and he circled me like a shark debating whether to take the bait or not. I swallowed hard and looked at Devin with concern. “ I see you man. You got you a nice thick piece of meat,” he complimented. Can we just get on with why I’m actually here? “ Come on in here,” he lead us to the kitchen and from there, there was other men there. I knew from there, I was no longer safe. Devin is going to be getting messed up and me, well I still have my senses and a conscious. They pulled out the weed and started to roll blunts. Devin and I shared one and then by the time it got down to the half of it, Devin got himself a whole new one, so he let me finish off the rest.

       I started to loose the bad thoughts and all the events that’s been going on in my life, they seemed to disappear, “ Wanna drink, baby?” Devin asked.

“ Yeah, why not?” I asked, while laughing. When I get messed up like this, I seem to giggle a lot and just go with the flow. I went and sat on Devin’s lap and smoked the rest of the blunt. His friend came and placed a glass down filled with some type of alcoholic drink. He leaned down to whisper something in his ear and then he went to go turn on the stereo system and turned up the volume. All the other guys were laughing and having a good time. Devin picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. I was just laughing and having a great time. 

He took me into a room and placed me on the bed, “ What do you think that you’re going to be doing?” I asked him, playfully, moving my hands up and down his chest. 

“ Do you wanna see what I wanna do to you, baby?” he asked, while taking my shirt off. 

“ Show me,” I reached up and kissed him. I reached up and wrapped my arms around him and pulled him down on me. As soon as he was about to take off his pants three other guys walked in, one including his friend. I noticed that he had something in his hand. It looked like a shot. Not a shot drink, but a dose of something, shot. Devin threw me on the bed and held me down, while his friend stuck me in the arm with it. I think that they were shooting up Xanax in me, to make me pass out. “ Devin! Devin!” I yelled for him. I thought he was here to protect me and keep me safe, but no he was with the rest of them. I could feel the strength of his muscles coming out through his hands, holding me down. Another guy got on top of me and did exactly what they wanted. Devin was there going along right with it, too. 

From there, I started to feel like the room was spinning and everyone that was in it. My screaming died down and pain from the memories to the sexual intercourse that was going on, all pain was deleted from my body. From there all I saw was nothing, but the black behind my eyelids.

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[Coyote Poetry]

A sad chapter. The ending left the reader with bad place and situation.
Coyote

[Heartful5160]

Yes very much so....Thank you so much for the read and review!!!

[Coyote Poetry]

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