Song cry part 2

This dedicated to you
& all the crazy things you put me through

I'm sitting here just wondering where I went wrong
Was it my fault
Or should I get gone ?
I seen the fake in you from the start
But I kept on being open
I'm starting to even question was it worth it
People talking s**t telling me to do better
I Took it as hate
S**t ain't even add up
I should of known better
I was taking short change
When I came to the table with the right amount
That Papi you don't even count it though
It's the right amount !!
Your love was expensive
Mine was authentic
The thing about loyalty is
Ain't no telling if it's really hitting !!
Ain't no telling if they really meant it
I got the blues like I'm cripping
I was missing out on true love I was tripping
Like dmx said
I was slipping !!
Not really thinking
You the type to do right by a b***h that don't even get you
That wasn't right there in the s**t with you
I'm not dissing I'm just speaking straight facts
The way you treated me was dead wack
Even a blind man would of said that
I wasn't perfect I get that
But you deserved all that s**t
Wasn't like you treated me fairly
Wasn't like the loyal was really there b
You could never judge me
For moving how I did
You was my man
But was up in everybody s**t
Hitting everybody b***h
All in my cousin inbox
All up on my friends
Leaving comments like i wouldn't see the s**t
It's thirsty
It just make me sick
It just make me think
How you kissing these b*****s a*s
Like they was folding your clothes
Like they was rubbing your back
You wouldn't even express yourself to me
But them inboxes you had a lot to say
A lot of love to give these b*****s
But barely wanted to spend a holiday
You ain't s**t
You ain't never been it
I uplifted you
You downplayed a b***h
It's crazy though because in the end
I just wish you the best
Them tables turn
You better not forget !!