Self blame

Self explanatory

The first person I blame is myself
For not leaving you for somebody else
For not standing up for things that are right
For crying myself to sleep
Every single night
I blame myself for being too clingy
For giving my all far too many
For making myself insecure
For not loving myself through all these wars
I blame myself for repressing my feelings
For saying too much or Too little
I'm never Inbetween
And with you I was
I blame myself
I blame my love
Next time around I won't have to blame myself
Because I'll love myself better
And be with someone who's just like me