Internally Unattractive

Meet the real me

When they meet me they say, oh she is beautiful, kind, smart, loving. People really fall in love with the human being they meet because I have the understanding of what people want to fall in love with. They are mesmerized by the exterior human being. Its like the saying goes "put your best foot forward" whelp that's what I do for the happiness of others.

Now if you met the internal me would you stick around. Internally, I don't care I just want to be left alone. Alone with my thoughts, emotions, anger, depression, anxiety and insecurities. No one would ever understand the inner me so leave me alone and be happy with the person I allow you to see.