Break My Heart Again.

Found this in an old diary, It was about Ullrich, who i met in Amsterdam.

I just want to say, you’re the best that i’ve seen

And since i fell for you, i’ve been living on coffee and nicotine,

Trying to calm my rampant heart,

Trying to stop me from tearing myself apart,

I love you, for who you make me, and for who you are,

And it doesn’t get better day by day,

Because i know i have to give you away,

I love you for whats on the inside, what’s in your head,

But you couldn’t love me with whats in your heart,

How can we be, the same gender, but

Think so different, you’re not given the facility to feel,

The way i do, about you now,

You can touch me, and hold my hand all you want,

You can kiss me in jest, and hug me tight,

And how i wish when i asked you to stop,

You wouldn’t let me go.

 

Reviews

[unspokenguilt]

Wow, I love it! It has the feeling of longing and possibly lingering thoughts...Great write!
:) elyssa

[Jessica M.]

"living on coffee and nicotine"
I think just about everyone has been there
when desire overcomes all the power we seem to possess at the moment
and addictions seem to be the only substitute.
A very nice poem. :D